A Harmless Fantasy?

It doesn't matter now. In the real world I am jerking my cock, wanking to the delightful image of me being fucked in both ends by two gorgeous men.

Gina in the fantasy is me.

I could be Gina.

It would be fun to be Gina.

I SHOULD be Gina!

Why resist it? Why resist HER? She's in me and longing to get out, and life would be so much better as her!

My thoughts are now a tornado of men, cocks, cum, wanking, sucking, bum-fun, and more perverted things besides.

The fantasy too is out of control, as Gina is getting fucked again. Now she is on her back, with a guy between her legs ramming his cock into her ass, while she gives his friend a handjob. The hard throbbing erection feels so food in her fingers!

Suddenly it changes, they guys have swapped places, and Gina is shouting words of encouragement into their lust-filled faces. Another change and Gina is getting fucked up against the balcony window! "Look at me world!" She is shouting. "I am a cock-hungry slut and I don't care who knows it!"

Another change, and Gina is kneeling before the two men, and she is giving them both handjobs. "Cum for me!" She urges in a seductive tone of voice. "Cum all over me! Cover my face with your thick cum!"

"Cum all over me!" I shout in the darkness, wanking furiously. I have now lifted by legs above my head and am jerking my cock just a few inches from my face. "Cover my face with your thick cum!" I cry, no longer able to distinguish Gina's words from my own.

And then I cum, a mind-blowing orgasm rips through me and explodes out of my tortured two-inch cock, showering me with my own delicious ejaculate. Some of it splashes on my face, but some lands in my open mouth and I taste it, imagining for a moment that it is someone else's.

Then all too quickly the feeling passes.

I am me again, and not Gina.

I regret what I have done, and for a few days go back to telling myself I am straight.

But deep down I know that the fantasy will be back, and so will Gina. She is too strong for me to control. Maybe I should just give in and let her win.

After all, she has much more fun than I do...